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    8/26/2009

    三年后的异邦人

           回到我的高中才发现,原来我早就是异邦人了。曾经理所应当要进入的门,现在走起来都会心虚,曾经熟悉的各个地方,现在却是新的学生的地盘。昨天我还是在老校区补课的刚刚分班的高二学生,再过十来天我就要成为大二的学生了,会有人叫我学姐,在大学的我也要成为学姐了。可是,我的高中,应该是属于我的,却属于了他们,他们却看上去那么不在乎,就像当年的我们,对这个地方满是愤怒。
          高考前在寝室的最后一晚,我们在黑暗中录音,心里很多不舍得,却更加对未来充满期待,至于眼下的都是暂时要忍受的痛苦。苏问我,我们要分开了,你不难过么?我笑着说,怎么会难过,高考就要来了,真正的幸福人生也快到来了,我们又不会失去联系。就像每次放假回家要收拾东西一样的心情,只是这是最后一次了。时间过得好快,我都忘记了这一切是怎么过去的。直到三年后,我已经是三年后的异邦人。高三已经过去了一年,虽然当时觉得高三就像一辈子,也不过就这样子忘记了。
          曾经有许多人是我很想珍惜的,可是当时不懂,错过了彼此能够更深入了解的机会。再曾经的亲密无间,终究会慢慢淡去,不是我不努力去争取,是命运的玩笑,人的感情,终究抵不过时间。
           十年后,我将会是哪里的异邦人呢。

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